In September 1996 I heard God clearly ask me if I will “go” and I said yes. On this journey, there has been times where I got it right and times where I was completely off course. For years I believed I can “work for God” to earn His love and forgiveness. I thought that my worth was based on what and how much I did. But, then God stepped in and stripped me of all of that. I now know that I can never “earn” anything from God. When I work for Him, it is because there is a fire and a passion for His Kingdom and His people in my heart that I cannot deny. He created me with a purpose and then He built certain characteristics into my DNA to enable me to fulfill His purpose. I have learned that my worth will never be equal to what I do. I am worthy because of what Jesus did, and who He says I am.
So, now when I hear Him ask that same question… “Whom shall I send? And, “Who will go for Us?” I can raise my hand with confidence and say, “Here am I. Send me”.